With very best wishes
Roz

I absoluley love Abraham…..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEpysLJl_GQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q3zJm98UXzQ

Roz, you would see my point if you were to read the link above.

A few months later that is exactly what I did. I went to a clinic at Cape Cod. I had a Reiki treatment. The experience I had that day changed my life. I studied the metaphysical world and my entire world changed. My world turned upside down and inside out. I could write a book about the entire experience. It was through this experience that I finally attained the knowledge of my illness. I ended up diagnosing myself then having it verified medically. I broke the chain of sickness that has plagued my family for generations if only they would believe me, but they don’t. My own only son doesn’t believe me. He is only 25 and has to have all his teeth removed. He is suffering from the disease right before my eyes and there is not a damn thing I can do about it. It is as if I am invisible, not only to him but to most people living in secular society.

I too have been asking myself, where do I go from here?

I am wondering where do I go from here.

There are 7 million people in prison in this country. It is the highest percentage of the world. One out of 32 American’s are behind bars with another 27 million on antideppresants. The number of people on antidepressants have doubled since 1990.

Self-alienation contributes to gang violence, alcohol and drug abuse.

It is an extremely sad state of affairs.

I would contribute part of the my son’s learning problems to Celiac Disease since it it genetic. I too had the same problems as he did but way back when it wasn’t seen as it is now.

Now the next important thing that contributes to the problem is public education and I quote:

Compulsory schooling has been, from the beginning, a scheme of indoctrination into the new concept of mass man, an important part of which was the creation of a proletariat. According to Auguste Comte (surely the godfather of scientific schooling), you could create a useful proletariat class by breaking connections between children and their families, their communities, their God, and themselves. Remember William Harris’s belief that self-alienation was the key to successful schooling! Of course it is. These connections have to be broken to create a dependable citizenry because, if left alive, the loyalties they foster are unpredictable and unmanageable.

http://www.spinninglobe.net/condunces.htm

Please read the entire link.

I was a single mom and on top of this struggle with the school I was always sick. It wasn’t until my son graduated that I found out that I have Celiac Disease. I was 48 when I ended up diagnosing myself then later having it validated by a doctor. I was physically disabled from the disease before they diagnosed it. What doctors did was treat the symptoms with drugs that had side effects not the cause of the symptoms. I was told that my symptoms were all due to “stress”. The doctors told me my symptoms were psychosomatic. If I had trusted and listened to them I wouldn’t be writing this email right now, I would be dead.

If you don’t have your purpose in life, don’t sweat it, just keep doing positive things, be positive and help as many people as you can. Your purpose will find you if you have not found it. And if you sadly never do find your purpose, you will have lived a positive, helpful and hopefully graceful life to enjoy along the way. Not a bad thing.

Steve T.

PS It is funny that you should say I don’t know what I am going to do when I grow up, because I just wrote to a friend today and used that same expresion.

I really enjoy your posts! They make me stop and think!